Welcome to a place where I pace in my pen to find comfort in clarity. Here, we travel through a poetic maze that captures the essence of joy, sorrow, and everything in between. It’s a safe space to be vulnerable together, where each verse guides us through the labyrinth of emotions and self-discovery.
Tuesday, 24 December 2024
Slow Dance
Friday, 13 December 2024
Pay Day.
Monday, 9 December 2024
Through It All: A Promise.
Saturday, 7 December 2024
Again & Again
I met you online,
That's when my heart inclined.
I always whine,
To you, not being mine—
You became my dopamine.
In your love, I find my lifeline.
I met you in a grocery line,
I guess we are destined.
Fate did align,
My thoughts, like a train.
In your love, my purpose I find.
Our souls drenched in rain,
Forever memories I retain.
I cherish your clothes with wine's stain.
I want to ease your mind,
I want to call you mine.
If all the stars align,
I know that it is a sign.
Our love will shine,
With you, my hands intertwine.
All troubles will refrain—
I assure you, we will be fine.
My angel, you are divine.
With glasses of wine,
In the woods of pine,
We will dance and dine.
In every whispered line,
Our hearts combine.
Through every life's design,
Together we remain.
We'll conquer every pain,
In joy and in strain.
Our love will always shine.
Your features, feline—
Graceful and refined.
Your persona, like sunshine—
Radiant, warm, and kind.
I fall for you again
And again.
Hustle Culture
Friday, 6 December 2024
All In, All Yours
Just tell me, babe, don’t be shy.
I see the truth behind your eyes.
Say you’ll love me, love me ‘til the day you die.
This love we’ve built won’t fade or dry.
I’m all in, and I won’t deny.
I’ll give my all; I’m willing to try.
With you, my world feels justified.
I know it’s worth the fight.
No secrets to hide, no alibi.
No lie, no sigh—just you and I.
No red flags, no tears to cry.
Your heart’s the one thing money won’t buy.
We’re meant to be, no need to ask why.
Don’t let this love burn out and fry.
Let’s get drunk in love and feel so high.
Destiny pulled us together, and our hearts tie.
Our love, written in the constellations, forever in the sky.
I Bet You Felt Loved
I bet you felt loved,
I thought you'd claim me, brave and bold.
We'd share our dreams, together grow old.
But no one sees when love turns cold,
Until the ego rises, and truth unfolds.
I held on to forever, but forever was sold,
Now we're left with stories untold.
I clung to sacred love, my soul consoled,
But you let it go, with nothing to hold.
You walked away, left love uncontrolled,
Time wore us down like stones that rolled,
Pulled apart by invisible strings of gold.
When I questioned, you turned to scold.
Fast and sharp, you struck your bolt.
It hit like lightning, a piercing volt,
Left me shattered, feeling the jolt.
You gave me enough—enough to fold.
No thoughts of mending, no, I won’t.
I’m done pretending—now I revolt.
Friday, 22 November 2024
RBF !
Echoes of Wild Mind
Blessed to be an Aunt!
Tuesday, 12 November 2024
Fleeting Fling
Are you confessing your feelings to make me yours, to make you mine?
Or are you toying with my thoughts, just messing with my mind?
I’m feeling so uncertain, can’t tell if I’ll break or remain—
But I’ve got my priorities, so get in line.
I’ve heard people say that you screw—
Is it really true?
I’m feeling so blue,
Can’t figure it out,
Feels like you just clout,
Then move on like I’m a passing cloud.
I’m losing myself, putting us to the test,
Can’t get this off my mind to rest.
Can’t shake you off, like you’re a pest—
I assume it’s just lust,
And I know it’s for the best.
You tell me that you love me,
But now that I see,
I seek God to change my prophecy,
To redo my destiny,
And shift my fate.
Thankful I dodged a bullet, though it’s late.
Know that I’m not your kind;
I’m just not yours to find.
I can’t pretend I’m fine,
Still wondering where I got lost in the signs.
You’re just a chapter in my pain,
A mark that lingers like wine’s stain.
You’re just a past that won’t nearly last—
A fleeting fling that’s fading fast.
Left on Seen.
You left me on seen that day;
I thought that you slipped away.
I know I shouldn’t think that way.
I reckoned I’d get over it, let you go—
But then you show,
Saying you’re just busy—what it’s like without you, I’ll never know.
I miss your gaze, so gentle and soft;
Can your schedule save me a slot?
Will you meet me at our secret spot?
Let’s be mature and handle this smart.
I’m still caught in the thought:
Am I still in your heart?
You might think that I exaggerate,
But I’m just not feeling great—
Just a girl, madly in love,
Wondering if we’ll make it out alive.
You're my everything, but I'm second-guessing,
Fighting battles that you will never understand.
When I can’t comprehend,
I see it all in my head,
Like they’re my only friends—
My daydreams and silent screams, with nothing that redeems.
I overthink, like I drown in a drink;
My thoughts flood, too heavy to think.
Afraid of losing you if I blink,
Standing on the brink, about to sink.
Let's confront those—
Times of chaos in romance,
Lost in trance,
Questioning if we'll escape this menace.
I can’t breathe if you retreat;
I’ll say it again, I’ll repeat:
I love you with every heartbeat.
With you, I’ll never know defeat;
As we stand together, strong on our feet,
I feel more complete.
Saturday, 19 October 2024
Forever.
When he saw you, I saw the spark in his eyes,
Like dawn breaking through cloudy skies.
You fell into his waiting arms,
As if kept apart by cruel storms.
His arms wrapped around you, a perfect embrace,
As if the universe carved out that sacred space.
In that moment, you found your safe place.
Soft whispers, secrets spun,
Giggles and gossips just for fun.
Through late-night calls 'til rising sun,
Your worries outrun as you found the one.
A quick fix here, a gentle tug there,
Adjusting each tangled strand with care.
You run your hands and toss your locks,
Playful banter as you take your chance and turns.
Messy hair and teasy grins,
"Hold still!" you laugh, the fun is always in.
You share this kin, through thick and thin.
You share your headphones, lost in a song,
In a world where only you two belong.
You called him handsome for all to hear,
Claimed him your best friend, drawing him near.
So long since I felt that grace,
A friendship lost in time and space.
She left like autumn leaves that fall,
Fading, distant, no words at all.
I have watched them leave and let them go,
New places and new faces, like a river's flow.
Never trusting forever games,
Always moving, forgetting names.
Like a fleeting breeze,
No trace, just memories.
But seeing you, I find new hope,
That love like this can somehow cope.
I wish and pray that time won’t stray,
And steal this bond away.
May time be kind and let you stay,
Hold on tight, strong and true,
In a world where friendships fade from view.
Thursday, 12 September 2024
Starlit Shores
As the breeze hits, my heart starts to unwind.
My worries fade like footprints in the sand, left behind.
I stretch my arms to the sky, feel the breeze, and my heart starts to fly.
I sit on my balcony, feeling calm and clear.
The world outside is wild, but in here, I'm free.
Oh, I yearn for starry nights and the beach's gentle shore,
A place where lights and sounds can't find me anymore.
In the silence, I find my peace, my heart beats slow.
My friends told me stories of their Valentine,
Their passion and joy ignited a fire in mine.
I always thought I was good on my own, just fine,
But the truth is, I’ve been standing on the sideline,
Wondering if my love will forever shine,
If I'll find someone who sees me for all I am, sometime.
A heart that beats with mine, perfectly in rhyme.
I imagine hands to hold, and a love to share,
A partner to gaze at the stars and show we care.
The beach's soft shore, a place to stroll and roam—
Together, we'll chase the waves and make our own home.
In my dreams, I see your smile so bright,
With you by my side, everything feels just right.
Together, we'll cherish this love-filled night.
A flowing dress, soft as the night skies,
Stars softly sparkling in dark eyes.
Hair flowing like a rich, dark stream,
My red lips parted, in a gentle, loving sigh,
Feeling his eyes on me, as the night sky drifts by.
He stands beside me, with a gentle, loving gaze,
His dark hair messy, from the ocean's playful ways.
His eyes, like the night sky, deep and mysterious too,
His smile, a soft whisper, that only I can do.
With a sparkle of mischief, and a hint of sweetness too.
He's got a love that's pure and true,
And with him, I know what it means to be loved by someone who loves me too.
Shivers down my spine, melting into you—
Knew in that instant, my heart belonged to you.
Everything faded away,
Just us, in that moment, every single day.
Forever in your arms is where I long to be,
Lost in your eyes, where I am truly free.
With your love, my heart finds its song.
In your embrace, I know I belong.
A Secret Between Us
As professor sings lullabies for you,
You lean on my shoulder, sleepyhead, what am I to do?
You're dreaming of grades, and academic fame,
But for now, just sleep, and I'll hold the blame!
As the professor’s voice flows like a river’s stream,
Your left hand catches each word like a soft dream,
My right hand traces the thoughts in a gentle gleam.
We sit on the last bench, side by side in our space,
Our other hands holding each other, a secret between us,
In the stillness of the classroom, your touch speaks loud,
A silent promise of love, a quiet vow without a sound.
I remember the nights I hesitated to hit send,
Wondering if you’d made it home safe.
I typed, “Did you reach home safely?”
And “Text me when you get back,”
Only to delete it, too nervous to send.
But then you texted me the same message,
“Text me when you get back home.”
Your words mirrored mine,
Giving me hope and a sign,
That our feelings were on the same page.
You never named what we have,
But I can still feel your love,
By your touch, stare, and care,
And in the feelings that we share.
And I asked you to give a chance to a girl hitting on you,
But you looked at me and said, “I’d rather give us a shot.”
Your words hit differently, it was clear to see
That you're feeling this too, and it's meant to be.
And it left me thinking about where we could go from here
And I am trying to make sense of it all, and calm my deepest fear.
We both loved the same dream, and it was tough to pursue,
We were brave enough to work hard and make it through.
Through the struggles and mess, we faced it as one,
Helping each other heal, till the tough times were done.
Finding comfort and strength, till the doubts were gone.
In the middle of all that chaos, we found something real,
A love that was the best deal,
As our hearts forever seal.
Tuesday, 10 September 2024
Miles & Memories
Oh, how I yearn for holidays!
To pack clothes and go somewhere far away
But, honey, you're in L.A.
Frequent calls and texts, you say
Despite different time zones, together we stay
But you haven't called or replied all day
I miss you so much today
I know you work hard to earn that hay
Let's keep our worries at bay
I'll travel miles for you, no more distance, no more delay
Thinking about the times with you all the way
All the memories I wish I could replay
On the terrace, side by side,
Where we'd always lay,
Talking for hours, star gazing until night turned to day.
I want to be in your arms, where everything is okay
I still remember how we were inseparable in first grade,
Spending our evenings painting beneath the tree's shade.
Fighting with paper blades in the open glades,
Writing on each other's slates,
Sharing meals and treats from our lunch plates,
All the memories we made,
And the bracelets and Pokémon cards we used to trade.
They will never fade.
My days without you were gray,
I wandered around, feeling lost and astray.
For all the sacrifices, time, and efforts we pay,
To the Lord, we pray,
For our togetherness and joy now shine like a radiant ray.
The tiny screen was where I always saw you; now I search for your face,
Standing here in this moment, hoping to find you in this place.
Anxiously waiting for you at the airport gateway,
Amid the bustling crowd, you stood there bright with a display,
“Welcome home,” with a joy so intense that words alone could never convey.
You held a warm, heartfelt bunch of red roses, a beautiful bouquet,
A gesture that took my breath away.
Each step toward you quickened my heart’s fray,
I ran to you, our souls in sway,
“I missed you so much,” you whispered, with emotions too profound to portray.
“Me too,” I replied, with tears that softly play.
The airport’s noise seemed to allay,
In your embrace, I found a place where doubts decay.
As we walked hand in hand through the airport’s array,
We strolled to our favorite café.
The wait was worth it, each sacrifice and effort never betrayed.
With you, all our moments felt perfect that day.
Monday, 26 August 2024
Unapologetically Me
Letter Lost
Friday, 23 August 2024
Boss Babe
Sunday, 18 August 2024
Lovely Labyrinth
You Two Were Meant To Be !!!
Rise Up, Young Hearts !!!
Saturday, 17 August 2024
BILLS
As I walk to the mill,
There is no air, the world is so still,
I feel as if this would kill,
Like jumping off the hill,
Feeling drowsy like I'd swallowed a pill,
As I see the cost of my bill,
There comes my will
To improve my skill,
To work like a drill,
To see my wallet fill,
I know that everything is possible,
I am loving this thrill,
I will keep pushing till
My dreams fulfill.
WINTER'S WISH
As I open, the doors creak
No sun, playing hide and seek
Snow and cold at its peak
Wishing warmth would leak
And sunlight would sneak
In the cold, shiver on my cheek
In this chill, my soul weak
In solitude, I speak
Dreaming of the summertime streak.
Heart and soul begin to tweak
The summer rain is gentle and meek
While the pavement shines sleek.
LIFE
As the dawn breaks, there is no alarm.
I just want to stay by the fireplace, so warm,
Wrapped like a loving arm,
Writing poems in my home, so calm.
I hold my pen, a beautiful charm,
And imagine a whole vast greenish farm,
Where there is no harm.
Being free is my norm.
My life, my race, my pace, no need to conform,
My dreams will definitely take form.
OUTCAST
Thought I’d focus on books, a solid plan,
I love studying, romanticize the grind,
A’s on my papers, a nerd’s peace of mind.
I thought I’d do well, that’s what I planned,
Decided to focus, take my stand,
I chose to study hard, not make friends at first,
But now I’m cramming last minute, feeling cursed.
I value my grades, they’re my personal aim,
But today I feel lost in a friendship’s game.
Woke up today, it's like I’m on my own,
In a crowded room, yet I’m feeling all alone.
Professors speak in riddles I can’t decode,
In this endless maze, I’ve lost my way on this road.
In a room full of laughter, I stood alone,
An echo of silence, a heart of stone.
Faces brightened with joy and cheer,
Yet I lingered distant, my soul unclear.
I see them talking, laughing, and I’m just a ghost,
Trying to join in, but I’m a shadow at most.
Their world seems so alive, while I’m stuck outside,
Their shared stories, a melody I don’t know the song.
Decisions I’ve made felt so wrong.
Tried to make a friend, but I’ve built my own wall,
In this silent corner, I’ve watched it all fall.
Their stories and laughter, like whispers in the night,
I’m stuck on the sidelines, out of their light
In the world I built alone, I’m an outcast, out of their sight.
Walking home alone, with shadows at my side,
Friends holding hands, with love they can’t hide.
I see them laughing, see them hold tight,
In this endless struggle, I’ve lost my light.
Tears in my eyes as I turn to the sky,
Wondering why I’m so alone as time drifts by.
I try to reach out, but it feels so wrong,
Like I’m intruding on a conversation I don’t belong,
If they want to talk, they shall come to me,
Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, yearning to be free.
In the crowd but apart,
Every moment of connection, slips right through my hands.
Longing for a friend,
Someone to share moments with, a heart
I thought I’d find a friend in this college scene,
But now I see it’s not as it seemed,
Staring at the ceiling, thinking of what’s next,
Feeling so lonely, with no friend to connect.
I thought I’d find a bond, a connection so true,
But all I’ve found is solitude, feeling blue.
In the tale of my life, there’s a chapter still bright,
I’ll carve out my space, in the quiet of night.
So I’ll follow the whispers that guide through the night,
Hoping for a friend to make everything right.
To laugh and talk with, to share the highs and lows,
A friend to understand me, someone who knows.
It’s about finding someone who’ll be there every night.
It’s like a movie scene, but I’m not in the cast.
DIGITAL HAZE
Lost in a digital haze,
I’ve been staying up all night, trying to figure it out
Staring at my screen, it’s a maze of doubt
Trying to find my way, but nothing feels right
In the dark, headphones on, drowning in the sound
Endless tutorials, they just spin me around
In this tangled web, I’m stuck on this ground
I’m chasing dreams, but I’m feeling so lost
Paying in time, at such a high cost
Pressures closing in
Balancing my studies, trying hard to win
Academics, side hustles, and a future unclear
But the weight on my shoulders, it’s too much to bear
The guilt's whispering shadows, won’t let me rest
Feeling like a failure, when I’m doing my best
I’m learning and yearning, but it’s never enough
In a sea of advice, it is all getting tough
Mentally exhausted, I’m losing my way
But I can’t seem to stop, no matter what they say
Trying to make it, but I’m losing time
Feeling the weight of what I can’t see
Trapped in this cycle, will I ever break free?
Where is the clarity?
My feed’s a flood of lessons, no space to breathe
Guilt for craving joy, I can’t believe
Every scroll feels like a heavy chain
In this constant grind, I’m feeling the strain
Guilt keeps whispering, telling me to try
But all I feel is tired, and I don’t know why
They are driving me mad, I’m feeling so bad
A maze I can’t escape, I’m losing my shape
Sleep-deprived and worn out, time slips away
Appetite’s a ghost, guilt’s here to stay
On the edge of a scream, in this chaotic dream
As I picture my future gleam
I wanna find my way and seize my day
Even when the path is out of sight, I’ll sing through the night
Hoping someday, I’ll find my light
Though I’m battling hard, I’ll keep singing strong
In this wild fight, I’ll find where I belong
DREAMS
In the summer heat, I'm hustling day and night,
Chasing dreams alight, got my goals in sight.
Working hard each day, I'm ready for the fight,
Got my fam's back, their love's my guiding light.
They want me happy, in the future’s endless flight,
I’m chasing that paper, future’s looking bright.
Determination drives me through every sleepless night,
With every step I take, I’m reaching new heights.
Step by step, I’m leaving doubts behind,
Side gigs and academics, making my way,
For a future of independence, I strive every day.
Future’s all mine, and I’m here to slay.
With each late night, big moves, and challenges faced,
My dreams are within reach, every risk embraced.
Mom and dad’s support, their love keeps me strong,
In this journey of independence, I’m where I belong.
In the rhythm of my dreams, I find my way,
Every challenge is a step in this bright new day.
With love and hard work, the world is ours to see,
Together in spirit, you believe in me.
Living out my purpose as I chase my destiny.
In the summer sun, with my dreams so clear,
I’ll make my way to greatness with those I hold dear.
I wanna make that money, globe-trot, and shine,
Live life on my own, travel far and wide,
See my parents happy, filled with pride.
Dreams in my heart, fire in my soul,
Bossing up my life, that’s my ultimate goal.
Challenges come, but I thrive and survive,
In the summer sun, with my dreams so fly,
I’ll conquer the world and kiss doubts goodbye.
Late nights, big dreams, I’m taking every chance,
In the rhythm of my life, I dance.
Every effort’s worth it, with you I belong,
Mom and dad’s sweet support keeps my spirit high,
For you, I’ll touch the stars, I’ll reach the sky.
I promise I'll make it, reach every goal.
BLANKET
As I open my eyes, the first thing I see,
Is my mom sitting close, right in front of me.
As I smiled at her, she smiled back with glee,
A beautiful start, as it should be.
With determination, I rise from my bed,
I woke up wrapped in my blanket, a vibrant cherry red.
Plaid patterns all over, my favorite color spread,
Its warmth and comfort start my day ahead.
Cherry red and plaid, from when I was small,
A piece of my past that’s seen it all.
Plaid patterns, so lovely and bright,
It wraps me in comfort, day and night.
It’s been with me through thick and thin,
My mood lifts up, a passion within,
I’ll hold it, through all that’s been.
With every stitch, my passions grew,
Forever I'll cherish, through and through.
In its warmth, my wounds find their mend,
Passions ignite, and emotions blend,
Held in its embrace, love transcends.
Years have passed, but it’s always near,
Comforting me, holding back the fear.
It’s my treasure, my silent cheer,
I’ll keep it, always dear and ever.
This morning’s love, a gentle embrace,
Gives me hope, sets my pace.
With dreams to chase, and goals to grace,
I feel love in every place.
To make my parents proud, healthy, and glad,
They are worthy of all the joy that life can add.
They deserve the world, more than they know,
Their happiness, the love they show.
In their light, I continue to grow,
With them in my heart, I’ll forever glow.
With coffee brewed by hands that care,
By the window, I breathe the fresh air.
Penning these words, my soul finds its light,
For them, my love burns ever bright.
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