DIGITAL HAZE

Lost in a digital haze,
I’ve been staying up all night, trying to figure it out
Staring at my screen, it’s a maze of doubt
Trying to find my way, but nothing feels right
In the dark, headphones on, drowning in the sound
Endless tutorials, they just spin me around
In this tangled web, I’m stuck on this ground
I’m chasing dreams, but I’m feeling so lost
Paying in time, at such a high cost

Pressures closing in
Balancing my studies, trying hard to win
Academics, side hustles, and a future unclear
But the weight on my shoulders, it’s too much to bear
The guilt's whispering shadows, won’t let me rest
Feeling like a failure, when I’m doing my best

I’m learning and yearning, but it’s never enough
In a sea of advice, it is all getting tough
Mentally exhausted, I’m losing my way
But I can’t seem to stop, no matter what they say

Trying to make it, but I’m losing time
Feeling the weight of what I can’t see
Trapped in this cycle, will I ever break free?
Where is the clarity?

My feed’s a flood of lessons, no space to breathe
Guilt for craving joy, I can’t believe
Every scroll feels like a heavy chain
In this constant grind, I’m feeling the strain
Guilt keeps whispering, telling me to try
But all I feel is tired, and I don’t know why

They are driving me mad, I’m feeling so bad
A maze I can’t escape, I’m losing my shape
Sleep-deprived and worn out, time slips away
Appetite’s a ghost, guilt’s here to stay
On the edge of a scream, in this chaotic dream

As I picture my future gleam
I wanna find my way and seize my day
Even when the path is out of sight, I’ll sing through the night
Hoping someday, I’ll find my light
Though I’m battling hard, I’ll keep singing strong
In this wild fight, I’ll find where I belong